tsukuru

I feel like my soul has drifted off into darkness and is no longer at peace. I have no idea why I’m even alive or why I continue trying...

I was facing demons that I thought wouldn’t last forever. But instead of alcohol, I’ve relapsed again and it feels like I’m od-ing on...

You're not even mine and it bothers me. After all that time, everything I've felt about you remains the same. I feel guilty for leaving....

Maybe you never loved me the way I loved you. You loved having me by your side. You loved the fact that I loved you so you didn't have to...

You have always been special to me, the moment I met you. I wish I can erase everything I love about you. I wish I can forget the way...

If time could be renewed, it would’ve never changed the way I feel about you. Even when I’m next to you, it gives me the chills of...

Babygirl, why you always so hard on yourself? Look at all your battle scars; look at all the pain and hurt you've endured-suffered...

I know its been awhile since the last time I’ve wrote to you. It’s been a crazy life. First being that we were hit by a drunk driver...

"The thoughts of being hungry. Every hitter' getting paid, just a player getting laid." Maybe one day; maybe one day, when we switch...

You like the idea of me and my imaginary lifestyle and this picture I painted with our future and plans. But do you actually like me?...

I don't want it. I don't want love, I don't want small portions of it. I don't want anything more or less than how people view me. I...

I didn't know how much pain I was in again so internally until last night, drunk off whiskey just balling my eyes out. Admitting my pain....

Look the things we do to get by. And I ain't even trippin' 'bout what people gotta do to get by. It's a way of life, it's a lifestyle and...

To touch, to feel. To be completely human, to feel things that make me more human or less of one. I wonder how happier I'd be if I didn't...

The anger, the hatred within the world and society fuels my drive more than anything. And like I’ve said mfs can sit on their asses and...

I refuse to find confidence, love and worth thru another being other than myself. Mfs must’ve mistaken who wears the crown to my body,...

If it's one thing I've learned; it's to manage the art and the comfort of being alone. It does get lonely but what doesn't make me feel...

"So many years of education, yet no one taught us how to love ourselves." We were brought into this fucked up world not knowing where...

I’m not sad or depressed again or anymore. I’m mad again for allowing people to hurt me, break me and get the best of me just ‘cos they...

It's 5:00AM again, I took few sips of my favorite whiskey. Needed to feel again and be able to still operate and function like a program...