tsukuru

Never really had any regrets from a youngin' until now. I really think about how I never endured as much pain as I did in my recent years...

"But those are your parents." You need to stop blaming others." "Stop making excuses for your actions." That's what people would tell me....

Take it personal. Take it personal when you always check up on people who never check up on you. Take it personal when those who said...

We meet people that we are destined by fate to be love bombed by. Some people are really good people just not really friends or partners....

Never thought I’d ever feel like this again or be in this position. I never thought I would ever feel like this again. I just feel so...

What is it? Real love, and I'm not talking about the kind of love between family members or just amongst friends type of love. There's...

Maybe one day, someday I'll learn to take care of me, maybe one day I'll love me, too. Maybe one day. It's not anyones fault but my own....

I am trying to fix the pieces of me that other people broke. I pick myself up every time. I've been so high in my own safe haven. I...

My. Tien, I will never understand why or how we drifted apart or how you never cared about having a relationship with me enough to claim...

At the age of 13, I felt what it was like to try to overdose, this was my first time... I started finding pills lying around the house...

I tend to set myself up for disappointment and failure when it comes to others, why? Because I can expect nothing and still somehow be...

I want to be loved better. I want to be held and consoled. I want to be understood when I speak. I want to be heard when I'm silent. I...

I was bottles deep and veins full of sleeping pills and alcohol. Drifting away from the world, society. Reality. All of it. There was...

We always try to see better versions of others so we don’t believe they’re bad people. Sometimes it fucks being an empath... you’re...

I’m at a point in my life where I just want to be surrounded with good people and good energy. Despite not having so many people in my...

At times I feel lost. Like really really lost. And there are times where I feel like I barely exist anymore. I mean all this time. I’ve...

As days go by I’ve become more hopeless and losing faith by what used to motivate me to keep going. I dread everyday hoping it’s my last....

When you see me, do you see forgiveness? The pain? It’s inevitable. You’ll never have to feel what I feel, see what I see. The sufferings...

I want to escape all rationals of reality. I never felt so exhausted and drained. Not just mentally and emotion but psychically. I’m...

I never stopped loving you. Never stopped missing you. You were meant to be mine forever and I was yours for all eternity. I wish I can...