Missed You (pt. 1)

If time could be renewed, it would’ve never changed the way I feel about you. Even when I’m next to you, it gives me the chills of missing you. It’s been so long since I’ve had you and I wish you were here by my side.

You made all the tears and all the sadness go away. Life just isn’t the same without you. Just being alive seems so overrated to me. Having you in my life, if you were still here now... it would make it easier. To just breathe without feeling like I’m just drowning in the myth of being.

The sorrows have gotten deeper in its own depression. They say you don’t know what you got until it’s gone. Truth is, I knew I had you. Just never thought our life span would be shorten with time. And I wish I had more time to cherish you.

Life seems lifeless without you. I feel so alone. It feels so dark. You were the light in every room. The laughter and smiles amongst all pain and it’s agony. The reality and truth is, I didn’t love you and couldn’t love you enough to bring you back.

If I could turn back time to keep you longer, hold you longer, I would. I wish I was there to mold my hands around yours. Make sure you never felt lonely. To make sure that your cries were heard and your coldness was my warmth around all of your sorrows.

I would’ve taken all the burdens off your shoulders and make them mine.

I missed you.