“The best form of love is giving someone your time because when you give someone your time, you’re giving them a portion of your life that you can’t get back.”
I think that’s bullshit. I don’t want to waste my 20’s thinking I’m part of a cliche or think I’m in love. I think love is overrated. No one has even fully matured. Mentally and emotionally, hell not even intellectually. What I crave most is basic human connection. I crave nothing more than emotional and intellectual intimacy. Half the conversations I have with people aren’t interesting enough. I don’t care for them. Like I want to know why your father left you and why your mom is a drug addict and lost custody of you. For example. I care about the tiniest detail of a conversation. I care about things deeper than the depths of oceans. I like having stimulating conversations that articulate my mind. I like people who think as beautifully as their faces. There’s almost 8 billion people on this earth and yet I’ve never met anyone good enough to satisfy my soul, body and mind. Maybe I’m just meant to be alone. But I would rather be alone than be with just anyone because I’m used to a routine or I’m afraid of being alone. Fuck that.